The Circle Of Life.. Problematic Issues

I want to do what I want to

2009-05-15T20:37:00.000-07:00

Really.. I want to do what I want to! Guess I what I did today. It sound crazy but it is true and no one know about it. Hahaaha...However I like it...

I am sick!

2009-03-25T17:08:00.000-07:00

What the test!! I'm sick!! I think I am going to die soon.....
I have no moooooodddd.. In fact today is my birthday! I need some rest!!

Wake Up Early

2009-03-23T15:02:00.000-07:00

I am making myself damn busy. Today I want to have a shower early and arrive to work early. I don't want to make my job in this room because it only make me feel sleepy. After shower I intend to have some breakfast and directly go to my office!! I will buy some pastries too.

Went To Yani's House

2008-10-20T23:03:00.001-07:00

I went to yani house. I can feel that they enjoy their life. Unlike me. I am always thinking how sorrow my life is. And yes, that is true. I have no idea what I should do instead. There is sadness in my life due my weaknesses and disability.

I am sick. I need some encouragement

2008-10-20T19:09:00.001-07:00

yes. it is really I am. I am so sick and I wish I could do better. Not only in life but also here after. Ya Allah please help me. I am in confuse mode. May be I should concentrate with my work and job. Stay focus and learn how to take the oppurtunity. I need a counselling. Or I can spend my time with learn a new thing everyday.

Doing a shit last night

2008-10-20T16:14:00.000-07:00

What an ashamed. I am doing it again last night. I am just can't sleep and I think I know how to explain it. I drink a lot of caffeine. Then if I want to wake early tomorrow. I have to avoid the caffeine. Just a drink a plain water is enough actually.

Damn Tired But Cant Sleep

2008-10-20T08:15:00.001-07:00

I am in a damn tired, But the problem is I cant sleep at all. I try But I just can't. I wont masturbation because it give a really a bad impact to me. It is dangerous and it fucking myself. I have a walk after an office hour. I am walking around the courts while memorizing the lyric for the 3 song. I do enjoy it. And I want to repeat the same routine tomorrow with a new lyric and song. Apart from that what I have done today is I recite a sura yusof in in between maghrib and isya'. It is a great achivement for me. I learn recite by myself. What else, yeah about car. I really tired with this one. It really challenging. Yesterday I felt like I dont want to live anymore. I am give up and really down. But today I have some confident and enjoy my life. Life is very weird. I begin to talk to others. My main problem now is I didn't start my research paper. I am such a lazy person. I am still in excited mood by having a car. I try to google my name just name. Yes, I have some hits. I feel really tired may be I should sleep now.

My freak monday

2008-10-20T01:43:00.000-07:00

This Monday is so hopeless. What I am doing today? In the morning I wasting my time with chit chat with my friends. After I recite an al-quran. Then I have no mood to read my research paper. Wooo.. at the afternoon I take a nap. After open my eye my colleagues ask me to have a lunch. I wasting my time just like that. And then after this I am going to exercise and running forward. Today I write down three song lyric. Appologize, I am your and The Reason.

Dont know what has happened to me

2008-10-19T03:24:00.000-07:00

keep trying and do your best!

2008-10-19T02:08:00.000-07:00

Tyre..

2008-10-19T02:07:00.000-07:00

I have a flat tyre today.. What a bad day for today. Actually I am ni boring mood for today. I am so pitiful.

One more thing that I have been learn today

2008-10-17T19:51:00.000-07:00

You must do something. I wont happend if u didn't do. Dont just wait it happen. take some action to do so. Dont wasting your time by waiting for uncertain things. You have believe in your own ability. No matter who you are. Just believe in God. Learn something good and you will be.

What A Boring Saturday

2008-10-17T19:46:00.000-07:00

Yes.. This is my life. I come to the driving school. I learn how to use a motorcycle. And then I drive myself crazy. What a boring saturday, I suppose to learn how to drive a car, but I learn today is a motorcycle. Quite bored, Then I plan to wait and surfing an internet. Or may be I can make some research according to my weaknesses. What a pitiful me. Then, what I suppose to do then??

Still Intend to Repair

2008-10-17T16:41:00.000-07:00

I still want to repair that car even I know it is only very minor part. It is just kemek sikit maa..

My New Car Kemek a Bit

2008-10-17T16:34:00.000-07:00

ow What an ashamed. First I think I can cover it. But somehow God love me. Thus, my brother know about it earlier. This is my weaknesses. I even don't know how to defend myself. and that make me so pathetic. I guess he know about it this morning. I wake up early but I am going to mosque. That is the place I release my pressure. Now I believe that I have to be someone stronger even more unlike before. I need kind of calmness.

Got a new PC and CAR today

2008-10-17T02:12:00.000-07:00

Wow.. what a wonderful for today because I got a new PC and my car. This day is awesome!! You Bet.

So Excited to have a new car

2008-10-16T23:39:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah I have a new car. I am driving it by my own.. Alhamdulillah. I am so grateful to Allah.

I Need Some Break And I want To change!!

2008-10-16T05:26:00.000-07:00

Give me a break and let me breath...
For God forsaken. I really want to change!!

I will have my car soon but..

2008-10-15T21:10:00.000-07:00

Yes. I will have my car soon.. But i dont have P license yet. Since my JPJ test is in 29 October. I am tremendously upset since i have a car but I dont get to use it. It earn a lot of money actually. So since I have a car right now so, I intend to do some business so I can get some more money from it. There is a lot of thing that I should do actually. This is what we call as the circle of life. And beside that I am a student of life. I should learn from my mistake.

Long Time Not Writing

2008-10-13T23:17:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time that I did not writing in my blog.

No Ethunsiatism and Not Enough Courage

2008-10-12T16:18:00.000-07:00

Really. It is almost 3 month I have been working here at UNIMAS but i still cant find any passion over. My mind is tired thinking of what a consequences of being me. I am always in trouble. But I thanks God for giving me this gift. Alhamdulillah. Beside I believe that there is no success until you feel the pain through the success. I have to work hard. I must make use my time for a good benefit. I must thinking big. I want to learn some more.

Wont Blame Others Anymore

2008-10-12T16:12:00.000-07:00

I wont blame others anymore. I should responsibility with my own life since myself is responsible for my own future.

Eid Mubarak

2008-10-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

My raya remain the same like before. Nothing interesting happend. It just dull like before. Not cheerful nor interesting at all. It just remaining the same. Beside that I haven't start writing my research paper. I am really lazy to do it so. It is very hard to that. Beside that my problem remain the same. I need some changes and more courage to do it.

2008-10-06T05:12:00.001-07:00

Dont what to do?

2008-09-29T02:10:00.000-07:00

Yes.. I am just don't know to do. I felt tired and dizzy. May be I should take some rest. But I am tired of this.

my fasting day is so tired

2008-09-29T02:04:00.000-07:00

today I am so tired. Mentally and physically. I am uncommunicative one here. Somehow I am wondering why I am such a ruduculous one. The time now is 5:13 still have one hour for breaking my fasting. Beside that I am painting too. I paint my house my yellow colour.

New Room At My House

2008-09-29T01:23:00.000-07:00

This day is very tired and I dont even know what to do as well.

Time To Changes

2008-09-27T19:36:00.000-07:00

Bismillahirrahmanirahim...

It is time for changes I should change! No matter what happen.

Eid Festival.

2008-09-27T02:13:00.001-07:00

I am tired.. Life is become so interesting. I should banish away my weird stupid feeling!! That right.

I am at Village Rght Now

2008-09-27T01:56:00.001-07:00

I am okay. But I still need to make some changes in order to make a better life. Beside that I still confusing mode. Now to cahnge my attitude? I will make a positive statement only. I wont make myself confusing. It is enough what has go through all this time. I need some changes. So what happend to me today? I went to Saratok with my sisters, niece and nephew. I am happy today because I am spending a lot of money for myself. I singing a lot today. It is to improve my pronounciantion and aaccent to be a better. What has I done today? Not much. I am just walk around. I think i will make it this time. All I need is the courage inside myself. I need to focus and change.

Balik Kampung

2008-09-25T17:14:00.000-07:00

I am back home soon. It is fun. I found my old friends. From this experience make me wonder how lucky I am. Alhamdulillah. Most of them didn't recognize me. But it is not the matter. It really taught me how I should thanks to God. Last night I am dream about Q. We are such a good friend instead. However, that is what i wondering. I think I want give him some email. oo ya, I am in the Van right now waiting for more passenger.

No Friends Here

2008-09-23T05:37:00.000-07:00

I have no friend here. I am lonely. The most loyalty friends that I only have is this notebook, aspirre 2920. May be I just should spend my time here by keep practicing my english. I think that is what I am suppose to do. In order to score in my IELTS exam soon.

I have no idea what has happened to me

2008-09-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

Al Mighty God. Really, I have no idea what has happened to me. I am a little bit upset and my life become so sorrow. I felt pity. I have no courage to do what I like to do. I really meant it. My weekend were so dull. I am so lonely. I have no spirit at all. I am so lazy right now.

Thinking How To Help My Brother

2008-09-19T01:17:00.000-07:00

I am thinking how I can help my brother. He need my help according to his car. Since I my driving license has expired making my head a headache. This Tuesday I need to help his family. I think it is the time that I must give a helping hand after what he has done to me afterall. But I am still thinking... and thinking.... And actually I understand why he didn't ask a help from my another big brother. But here is the problem. I need to settle down this matter. But as usual I have no idea how I can consult with him. He is such really hard to make a deal. It is up to me. After flashing back what he has done to me. Actually he has done to me a lot. But the priority is. I need to go accomplish my responsibility as a muslim first.

Just Breaking my fasting

2008-09-14T04:19:00.000-07:00

I am just breaking my fasting. today is 14th day of fasting. For this week I am quite lazy to go to mosque to fulfil my responsibility which is Tarawikh. I am quite influence by the internet make me so lazy to go to mosque. Yeap it is true, I am a little obsess with its capability. So what else i can share is for today i spend my whole day with my note book. I am not lying if this notebook is not with me no doubt i will enourmously in boring feeling. What an ashamed? It is true since here I have no friends at all. Those who i have is a little girls which are the children of my brother. They were cute but sometimes annoying too. Yeah that is the diary about my pathetic life.

Feeling so sleepy and tired

2008-09-14T02:03:00.000-07:00

Today I am feeling sp tired and sleepy.. May be I should take a nap for a while. But may be I just surviving here..

2008-09-13T01:13:00.000-07:00

what a boring saturday. I feel preasure in my mind. Because it is saturday. I cant do what I like to do. Honestly.. I am not sure what is my short term plan.

What a boring Saturday and Weekend

2008-09-13T01:03:00.000-07:00

I have a very bad weekend!! I dont like it. But in fact saving me a lot. In term of money. There is no where I go and I save my money for it. Now I have a free time and dont know what to do.
Actually there is a lot that I can do. The problem is to myself. Really the problem is myself. After all what happened to me. After I graduation and so on. But in fact it is cool. It teach me a lot of lesson that is not that easy. So what suppose I do? I dont tknow.. Really I am tension and more dont know what to do. May be just wait and. But for now thanks I can access the internet and there are a lot of thing that I can learn. Yes it is true. Very truthful. The Ivory Tower... and so on. Suppose that I have some assignment to do but since I dont have a task make me going another path. May be I should plan more properly and work over it. I should not wasting my time anymore! Believe it or not that is the point.

My Driving License

2008-09-10T22:20:00.001-07:00

i have a good news for myself. My request for my driving license has been approve! That is a very good news for me actually. I hope so. I request for it online. And what I have to do is ... survey and buy a new car. muahaha.. i plan to just buying a new kancil instead of buying a second hand car.

why? because i need a car right now. I felt dizzy and I need to take a nap!

Dont Know what to do..

2008-09-09T22:38:00.000-07:00

Wow.. become a tutor is very fun because there is not much work. wow it is fun to become a tutor.

10th days fasting

2008-09-09T13:58:00.000-07:00

it has been 10th day of fasting months. I still cant find happiness in my current life. Still get confuse and stuck with my silly problem. May be I should pray more and pray and pray ... beside try to give my best effort to do so..the batteries going low and week. Need to recharging. I have to go to the mosque for Subuh's Prayer. Yeah... I still feel sleepy. But I have a work to do. The minutes of meeting given to me haven't done yet. Beside that I am still practicing my typing skills so I can be an typing expert. But until now I still have a difficulties in typing for accuracy. May be I need more practice because I am doing a lot of error when typing. So this I make this blog as a platform so I can practice everyday since now I can access an internet anytime and anywhere I want. I will continue my journey of searching a new knowledge and skills. In practical I want to some one great! Bravo! Outrageous. Gorgeous.

minutes of meeting

2008-09-08T22:19:00.000-07:00

it is not easy doing minutes of meeting actually. Why? Because it's silly. isn't? yeah absolutely. beside this is my first time doing a meeting report. However, i have some difficulties. At the moments my job is doing a report and marking an assignment and test that haven't finish yet due to my boss haven't give me an answer scheme yet. Gotcha! That is my work. I am bored doing i plan to back home..

Here I am

2008-09-08T22:14:00.000-07:00

I have a meeting just now with all electronics staff and i found that it is awesome! I have a minute of meeting to write. after all i need to have my zohor's prayer first. Yeah exactly. And today I will spend the rest of my time to do a minute of meeting. The things that i want to search i will write it in a small book. Hi hihihi.. then until see you again.

The bad things about myself

2008-09-08T07:09:00.000-07:00

This is the bad thing about myself. What a jerk! i surf a porn website just now!! i am still single and intend to a sex too.. To be frank i am just a normal person that have a feeling like other have. But actually thanks God for give me a guide not to visit it again. I felt disgusting!

What else that i have to do?

2008-09-08T06:55:00.000-07:00

Yeah my friends is correct about me.. i am such an innocent man. I am realize that also... Since i cant buy a car so i intend to buy this new broadband with cost around Rm500 only. it is quite a big amount for me actually. But i need it for my own ease. Now what i want to do is I want to do is to increase my communication skills. I am seldom talking to anyone. I feel shy and embarrassing. That is what i have to change to myself. Yeah.. that is my weaknesses. But i will use my effort to overcome it. sometime i felt give up however i should not give up easily! beside that i trying my best to improve my typing skills so i can do my job easily. Then what else i want to achieve is to increase my skill in English. I must learn and practice now! So i can become someone. what else? I have no idea anymore however i hope and i wish that someday i will like my life currently.

New celcom broadband

2008-09-08T06:50:00.000-07:00

Yeah... i' have a new celcom broadband! Meaning that i can access an internet anytime and everywhere! wow.. this is what i want. so now i am going to his best friends ever. But now i become so silent since i am seldom talking to some one else. At the moment i don't have a best friends since i am the youngest one among them all. hahaaha it is my pleasure.

Confuse~~

2008-05-10T00:39:00.000-07:00

I am so confused.....Really confuse.
I am so confused what decision should i made.
Whether going back home and having an interview at unimas or go to Penang..!!
Argh...
I am so confuse..

Soooo Sad

2008-03-17T02:33:00.000-07:00

I just feeling sad about myself. May be because I cant do it. This email server make me so crazy right now. My mind were so crowded.

Alhamdulillah

2008-03-16T20:56:00.000-07:00

I am just like scaring with my own shadow.

trade my lab mate with secret recipe

2008-03-11T02:04:00.000-07:00

wow.. ! today I trade some all of my lab mates with secret recipe. Together with my supervisor. It sodt rm160+. Quite a lot for me. But it is okay.. That trade me a lot too. Such as.. KK and my supervisor always trade us.. By the way.. that is not the point. It is always raining over here at DSP lab. I am quite tired by doing this server.. Today also i buy a newspaper. Tomorrow, i think i just want to breakfast at home. doing my own break fast. Insyaallah. Saving budget

Tired and Cold

2008-03-10T05:31:00.000-07:00

Its isya' now..
I felt tired.. I want to sleep..
I want to go home!
ok

Journey to n9

2008-03-10T05:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah.. It has been 3 days that i am in holiday. There are a lot of place i go. I feel greatz! And now I am so tired and sleepy. At Negeri Sembilan I stay at Senawang. My auntie house. There I met my cousin. Their age are same with mine. There i met Ajai, Ija and others. I want to talk more but i feel so tired. I wanna to sleep. I think i want to put my notebook at the lab.

Still can't work!

2008-03-05T05:57:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow i will do some documentation about what i have done. I will send email to Mr Zamri. I am just didn't dare to see PM Munim. May be I should find those people personally. Yeah.. May be. Or may be I should change my attitude. Such a nonsense! I am won't give up easily.. I need some exercises..yeah~~!! I got an idea.. I will go asking them!! But before that i should documentize what I dont understand.. I must be patient and keep praying.. I enjoying chat with hana. Even though I did not close with her before.. I having caht with her. May be just now my house mate has arrive at home..

Feeling so down!

2008-03-05T05:24:00.000-08:00

I just feeling down and so lonely with my life. Seem that i don't have a friends. I didn't make a new friend. I am in UTM suppose that i have a lot. Maybe I need some new approach. About my research progress. I don't know how to tell about it. The comment from my supervisor is you should know how to explain. Yup! Then I think twice I should attend the tuition class to improve my communication skills. I should do that no matter what. I have to learn from my mistake. Beside that the good thing about today is my supervisor accept my proposal. Alhamdulillah... my co-supervisor also asking about through my main supervisor. Hahaha.. he concern about me also.. That give me some spirit. Allah, Please help me.. I should do something until my dbmail work!

I am done with proposal

2008-03-04T22:25:00.000-08:00

Now I am waiting for Dr to Zing me! Ya Allah... I have try my best. If it is does not working i will try more harder. Today is Wednesday .. The middle of weekdays. Tomorrow I have a class in the morning. Meanwhile, I also try to configure the stupid bluetooth devices. It can detect but cannot send. I want to ask Razman about it. What else.. After this I want to go to toilet, Drink some more.

I will ask if I dont understand

2008-03-04T18:41:00.000-08:00

Yahh.. I don't care anymore.. I will ask if I don't understand. I am dare to fail! I will learn from my mistake. Yup! That is what suppose i do. Yes! Alhamdulillah.. I am done with my proposal. What i want to do next is doing some documentation on running the server. got to close this firefox. I want to install flash.

Trying to do some proposal

2008-03-04T18:05:00.000-08:00

Here I go. I starting to write my proposal. Last Night? Damn!! I just cant control it. I felt sorry with myself!! I think I need to exercise more since I still cant control myself. Then today, I think I want to work hard and doing my very best because I got an idea to finish up my master within one year only. That is means that i have to work extraordinary hard! Then, I plan to get another scholarship such as Yayasan Sarawak. In fact I want to pursue my PHD as soon as possible since I am still young. From now on ward I wont wasting my precious time anymore. I will just focus on my goal as well. I wont look back. From now on Insyaallah, I will do my best starting from now! Amin..

Lets Start working

2008-03-04T06:01:00.001-08:00

With the name of Allah..
I will start working now!

So sleepy

2008-03-04T05:35:00.000-08:00

What a heck! I am so sleepy. I want sleep. I just cant focus. I can concentrate on how to edit my master proposal.

Troubleshoot

2008-03-03T22:07:00.000-08:00

I am going to troubleshoot the DBMail.. At the same time I want to listening to the song.
Hope so.

having lunch with JL

2008-03-03T19:21:00.000-08:00

I am just done having lunch with JL. I ate Fried Rice, Delicious..

What Make Me So Eager To Learn?

2008-03-03T05:41:00.000-08:00

Honestly.. What make so eager to learn for master project..
-I am so impress with Dr encouragement
-I really want to pay back what my ex mice boses have done to me
I will do my best!

What I want to do tonight

2008-03-03T05:37:00.000-08:00

Below are what I want to do tonight!
-Remove the PC in front
-Make my table as tidy as I can

Buying a new sweater

2008-03-03T05:26:00.000-08:00

I go to the giant, After that I am going to Jusco to searching a suitable sweater for me. At last I found one with the price below my budget. With cost only rm49 I buy it and use it immediately. However actually I use a white t-shirt. Then since I havent washing it yet so all the feather keep on my white T-shirt. What a heck! But never mind.. Since i got a new one..

May b i should hack the ubuntu

2008-03-03T00:02:00.000-08:00

yup.. I will try..

DBMail Problem : Temporary Lookup Failed

2008-03-02T23:48:00.000-08:00

What a heck! I still have a problem. I still does not work.
I want to debug it but.. i am so sleepy and lazy. I am kenyang and wanna tp sleep also.
So sleepy.. the money that i got : Rm3.7k at CIMB and Rm1.6k at Islamic Bank. rm300 at Maybank which are for booking the ticket purpose. Actually i installing the Ubuntu at my new PC. It takes a long time.
Today I have spend a lot of money. Rm 2.7k for notebook only. another rm 200 for RAM upgrade. Almost rm3k 4 today. rm0.5k transfer to Maybank. Beside that i decide to transfer some to other account such as ASB. About my research, I have no idea how to solve my problem. The only person who I can refer are Pm Munim and Mr Rahazuan. I need to work harder.. After get a new Laptop as a reward!Allahuakbar..So sleepy.

Wow! It is a great feeling to have ny own laptop!

2008-03-02T22:49:00.000-08:00

Yeah.. I cant deny it.. it is a great thing for having my own notebook! It cost only rm2.7k. Wow! Thanks to Allah..

Muahahaha..I have a new laptop!

2008-03-02T22:38:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah ... i Have a new laptop!

Alhamdulillah.. Got a new notebook

2008-03-02T22:36:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah.. at last I got a new laptop. I am loving it! alhamdulillah.. I pray to Allah for His mercy. After waiting for a year i have sufficient money to buy a new note book. Alhandulillah..I really pray for it!

Having a Great Day with old friend

2008-03-02T05:28:00.000-08:00

I have a great day today. I went to Tebrau City to watch a movie. At cinema we choose Vantage Point as a movie that we are going to watch. 3 star rate. Just now i hust withdraw a lot of money. Rm 3k. It is a lot!!
I put that money into my bag. what a conceidence..Below are what i want to do..
-rearrange the position of my PC
-rearrange the notes of DBMail

I think i already sleepy..Hopefully my iman strong tonite. Ya Allah tunjukkan jalan

Last Documentation

2008-03-01T19:06:00.000-08:00

I think i need to practice more if i want to mastering how to type faster. Yeah, like the quote says, "Practice Make Perfect!".. I think so..

Go to the cinema

2008-03-01T18:42:00.000-08:00

Today i want go to the cinema. Watching movie. Actually i want to buy a laptop today.
But the particular shop was closed on sunday. Then i will go out with my buddies at 11:30 am.
At house now i am alone. Then my instinct is going so brave. I still feeling sleepy. Beside that i have been grow some vegetable. I am a farmer. I have a mini farm at the back of my house. Right now what i really want to buy is a laptop. I have think a lot. At the end i think i want to choose acer light weight to buy tomorrow. Freedos. Then i want to partition the hard disk into several partition. So i can copy the way Razman did with his computer. Actually i am practicing typing. What i hope i can type without looking at the keyboard. I want to be a hacker. And in order to do that i have to practice.. I means that. Today is Sunday and I dont have a mood to do my reasearch instead. Then, i just keep writing to my block. Keep writing until my typing expertise going so well.
I really hope that i can cope it so far.

Having Fun with Friendster

2008-02-27T06:11:00.000-08:00

I am having fun contact my old frenz. even the special one dont want to contact me..
Never mind. Tomorrow i have a class. So i want to go home.. Having enough sleep.
Sleep in freeeeeeeeeeeeedom..

My Salary..

2008-02-26T23:52:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah..
I received my salary for today..
But funny thing is..
I put my salary account to another person.
I appreciate her sincerity and honesty.

I think i have to go..

2008-02-26T16:38:00.000-08:00

I have to go..
Got appoinment.

I know who's account it was

2008-02-26T16:35:00.000-08:00

The mistake that i did is to oneesamaa account
What a heck! How come i be so careless.
At nine I will have to met Mr Alias.
It is for ip address purpose.
Well.. i will just tawakkal to Allah.
I will do what i could.

Tomorrow see En Alias

2008-02-26T06:26:00.000-08:00

Waa... tomorrow at 9 am i have to meet Mr Alias.
It is about ip address..

Account Mistakes

2008-02-26T06:23:00.000-08:00

I make a CIMB Clicks today.
Tonight i just realized that i have a mistake in writing the bank account number.
Means I have to check it twice after this..
So sad.. What a silly mistakes..??
So today i am going to double check my account numberz..

So sleepy

2008-02-25T21:03:00.000-08:00

This afternoon i am so sleepy maa..
i like to write in block because i want to improve my language skill
Beside i want to improve my typing skill.
I want to be a typing expert.
Which means typing without looking at the keyboard.
I will try my best and will practice everdyday by chat with members
friendster and so on.
My target, at the end of the semester i will become a typing superb.
I am waiting for Zohor's Prayer.
Beside that i was addict with friendster.
it make me so eager to know who views me.. etc.
Never mind..
I want to make a new friends of mine.
Practice make perfect ma...
I must learn slowly.. Be patient.
Thanks for everybody.

The plan what i must done for today

2008-02-25T21:01:00.000-08:00

Below is what i must be done today:
-proposal (dont proscatinate anymore! ~save ur time)
-RMC if you can get the address ASAP the go settle down this matter first.
-Server.. Test it!

New Job For Me Today

2008-02-24T22:11:00.001-08:00

Today.. Dr give a new job.
which is to manage the quotation to buy a new radio and modem.
I will do my best!
And insyaallah... I wont look back..
I will think positively!

DBMail again

2008-02-24T22:08:00.000-08:00

My DBMail can run perfectly..
Then I can add some user.
I would like to give this credit to Mr Rahazuan
who taught me how to troubleshoot and configure that ridiculous things!!
How ever I dont know how to testing it..
That one I would like to do it later and sooner..

So upset

2008-02-24T22:01:00.000-08:00

Waa...!! I am so upset.
He didn't reply my msg.
What a heck?? never mind..
I dont know why..
But i am just so sad inside.
What can i do.. I try to appologize.
Then since have no response what else can i do..
My just think positively..
Such as.. May be I am too kind For Him..
Or He is still guilty with
or he ashamed with my because i am so handsome!!
and cute!! hahahahaa...
That make my life easier.
Thank to Motivation Book that teach me how to think
positively on whatever something bad has happend to me.
I shouldn't think :
Who I am.. He don't want to be my friend etc..
Ridiculous thing like that just make my spirit goes down!
I must think positively..
may be he was busy etc.
However thanks God that give me such hikmah behind what happen so far
Alhamdulillah..

Job for today

2008-02-24T16:41:00.000-08:00

This morning around 9:30 i will go to cict to get help from Mr Rahazuan about my E-mail Server DBMail.
Meanwhile, i will be there around 9:00.
Beside I am having fun update my friendster.
Because from there i can retrieve my old friends.
Now i realized life is not so complicated.
Just take it easy.

Continue with dbmail

2008-02-22T05:12:00.000-08:00

Here i go. Time now is 9:22 pm.
After Isya Prayer i decide to go to the lab and continue with DBMail configuration.
I am done with installation and now i want to setup the database backend.
I am done create a database called dbmail with the same password dbmail.
I have done setup everything..
But as usual unable connect to database!
I am so upset.
I have teo problem here:
1. Unable connect to database
2. Charset mismatch collation

I felt sleepy already. I wanna sleep!
For tomorrow i just want to spend my time for writing my proposal.
Thats all by now..
Good Nite!

Yes! I make it

2008-02-22T00:29:00.001-08:00

Alhamdulillah.. i make it..
DBMail Here i go!!

installing gcc

2008-02-22T00:07:00.000-08:00

Now i am installing gcc
So far so good
Beside that i listening to the radio
Done!
I have been install gcc then compile DBMail.
Thanks God, It is working well!
Chayo2!!

still cannot ma.. i am tired already

2008-02-21T23:36:00.000-08:00

my mind feel so tired.
But the DBMail server havent work
How ever thank god.. i still a courage to do it because i have a instructor
will help me on how to configure all those thing.
The point is it takes time.
no matter how difficult it is i will do my best.
Never give up, be patient and always pray for it.
Insyaallah..

so slow

2008-02-21T23:18:00.000-08:00

So slow maa..
This pc! i want to buy a new laptop.
I wish. it have been many years that i want to buy the new one.
However no many no talk.
After i get my accumulated salary for many month..
I want to buy the new laptop.
trade some friends.. do some kindness
Beside i really want to master an english language.
i need to practice! Because some day i want to further my studies at oversea.
Then i want to be a hacker.
Be the typing expert. Faster and accurate and without looking at keyboard.
what else?
no gnu compiler! still error! may be i havent install it yet. maybe.

Installing problem solved

2008-02-21T23:14:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah installation problem solved.
The next stage is configuration problem.
How i solve that problem?
Just update and upgrade. as simple as that.
Settle with software installation.
Now i want to install DBMail.

blur!

2008-02-21T20:14:00.000-08:00

blur3x..
i am thinking how to solve this problemo.
keep thinking

debian installation done

2008-02-21T20:02:00.000-08:00

I ve done with installation with debian.
Nothing much. it is just like ubuntu.
With the same GUI but different colour.
pretty face. i like debian because i love the colour
i like the blue colour as well as the cute icon.
I have done format the pc, then i would like to install Dbmail
and all its application. Unfortunately i have an installation problem.
I cant install dbmail and other package through sypnatic and apt-get.
So frust. Make my head burn and dizzy.
Google it just make my head burn. God Help me!
I will ask some one..

dont know what to do

2008-02-21T00:30:00.001-08:00

I have a lot of work..
But still dont what should i do..
so sleepy instead

2008-02-21T00:25:00.000-08:00

so stress !
i am installing debian right now
so slow..
I am dying!
so sleepy..
worry about future.
I have to do something!

3 month become RO

2008-02-19T05:55:00.000-08:00

it has been 3 month become a Research officer.
I become more familiar and understand the working environment here.
So far i like it so much. But as life goes on i always believe that this life
is just like a wheel. Sometimes up and sometimes down. Now I can accept that.
From now i want to repair myself. I want to enhance my soft skills.
Communication and how to interact with others.
For my master project I really want to prove to Dr that i am the one that he is looking for.
Then i am so eager want to prove to bos-bos tikus that i am not like what they talking of.
I have learn a lot. Even it is only three months but actually its means a lot for me.
some one want to chat with me. got to go.

tensenyer

2008-02-03T18:36:00.000-08:00

i am so pressure..
my head is burning thinking of dbmail..
it haven't working yet.
i am so frustrated!
I must find a way on how to settle this problem.
i have to!
Beside, i think that i have a money problem.
from now on i must manage my money wisely..
i will only spend my money for the mandatory need.
Thank God you give me alert..

breakfast with Dr

2007-12-11T18:09:00.000-08:00

This morning Dr fetch me and jolin to the faculty
before that Dr 'belanja' us for the breakfast at Ayob restaurant..
Then we talk about this HF project.
This make me so eager to learn and contribute something in this group..
I hope so..
Then i need to work hard over it..
Insyaallah..
The day still raining, may be because of Lanina seasons..

Afta da meeting

2007-12-10T17:52:00.000-08:00

Alhamdullilah..
Everything goes fine..
Thanks to God..
What i want to do now is just do what i ve suppose to do..

What a big deal

2007-12-10T17:44:00.001-08:00

all the things that i have to do now is just doing my work..
Do what they ask to do..
ask what i dont understand..
Dont hide its..
work as professional one.
even a have a bad memory before this about all this kind of problem..
Now, what should i do is just forget it
start over a new life..
learn from my mistakes
use an experienced that i have gained before to face up this new kind of challenging..

2nd day working as ro

2007-12-10T17:38:00.000-08:00

today is my second day at dsp lab
Today i have some sort of meeting with my supervisors..
I really hope that i can begin a new field of my research..
I have to be brave, have a self confidence and be proactive..
I pray a lot and i make a nazar to fasting 3 days..
Means i have 6 dayscredit of fasting..
I really want to do my best and i always pray for that..